Thursday, June 29, 2006
today was dry shoot.
o well, it was BORING.
ok la, except for the fact that it is a REAL GUN.
quite scared that during live shoot i will accidentally kill someone.
and my instinct tells me that i would. so ppl, leave me 100m away during live shoot.
i bet i will fail my test like crap. maybe like 5/90?
and whoever next to me will get like 20++ bullets holes?
wanted to go watch patch adams today but got dry shoot!!! ='(
but trish has the cd so nvm but it will be quite different leh.
i seriously dunno whats happening to me these days every since i went back to school.
i have totally no sense of time AT ALL.
in the midnight i will think its the morning liao.
then in school like a few periods pass, i will think it is already like 2, 3 day liao.
i think i am going crazy liao
i get seriously drowsy in my current position.
and i totally cant focus on what the hell the teachers are talking about.
i feel damn disorientated.
maybe its a sign of mental disorder. then when it worsens i shall go woodbridge.
woo~~ i want to try.
o well, since my title is dry shoot then i shall talk more abt my dry shoot exp.
basicially, its just shooting the air la.
just a dumb revolver that we are gonna be using la.
but the place is super big though.
was rather disappointed when i know we'll be doing dry shoot in the games room.
i thought will be some damn cool ranges. i thought that at least the bullet will sort of fly out.
so after that went to sing post to have dinner.
the bell at the long john silver is super LOUD.
some ppl were rather unhappy abt it.
went home and alighted at the konghwa stop.
seriously, i would really rather go back to primary school.
at least, relationships between friends weren't that complicated. everything was simple then.
rather, there weren't such politics like now. but i must say, life now is more fufiling la. u dun just go home immediately after school has ended and stuff. i think np really changed my life a lot.
study wise, in the past even if you usually dun study just pia for the exams and you will pass with flying colours.
now, u study like siao still get shit results.
i never understood the word stress when i was in primary school.
but now, it has been pestering me like nobody's business.
i dunno why but this stupid feeling comes back again.
i realised i have very great mood swings. either i go damn crazy or i feel damn depressed.
school has barely started and i am already feeling like that, how am i gonna survive the next half of the year?
crap, i should be thinking positive.
o well, lets hope things will turn out better instead of worse.
but i cant see how it will be.
i am feeling damn STRESSED.
today was dry shoot.
o well, it was BORING.
ok la, except for the fact that it is a REAL GUN.
quite scared that during live shoot i will accidentally kill someone.
and my instinct tells me that i would. so ppl, leave me 100m away during live shoot.
i bet i will fail my test like crap. maybe like 5/90?
and whoever next to me will get like 20++ bullets holes?
wanted to go watch patch adams today but got dry shoot!!! ='(
but trish has the cd so nvm but it will be quite different leh.
i seriously dunno whats happening to me these days every since i went back to school.
i have totally no sense of time AT ALL.
in the midnight i will think its the morning liao.
then in school like a few periods pass, i will think it is already like 2, 3 day liao.
i think i am going crazy liao
i get seriously drowsy in my current position.
and i totally cant focus on what the hell the teachers are talking about.
i feel damn disorientated.
maybe its a sign of mental disorder. then when it worsens i shall go woodbridge.
woo~~ i want to try.
o well, since my title is dry shoot then i shall talk more abt my dry shoot exp.
basicially, its just shooting the air la.
just a dumb revolver that we are gonna be using la.
but the place is super big though.
was rather disappointed when i know we'll be doing dry shoot in the games room.
i thought will be some damn cool ranges. i thought that at least the bullet will sort of fly out.
so after that went to sing post to have dinner.
the bell at the long john silver is super LOUD.
some ppl were rather unhappy abt it.
went home and alighted at the konghwa stop.
seriously, i would really rather go back to primary school.
at least, relationships between friends weren't that complicated. everything was simple then.
rather, there weren't such politics like now. but i must say, life now is more fufiling la. u dun just go home immediately after school has ended and stuff. i think np really changed my life a lot.
study wise, in the past even if you usually dun study just pia for the exams and you will pass with flying colours.
now, u study like siao still get shit results.
i never understood the word stress when i was in primary school.
but now, it has been pestering me like nobody's business.
i dunno why but this stupid feeling comes back again.
i realised i have very great mood swings. either i go damn crazy or i feel damn depressed.
school has barely started and i am already feeling like that, how am i gonna survive the next half of the year?
crap, i should be thinking positive.
o well, lets hope things will turn out better instead of worse.
but i cant see how it will be.
i am feeling damn STRESSED.
7:24 PM;